my favorite

 Ecclesiastes:1 There is an appointed time for everything. And there is a time for every event under heaven—

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friends who only knows you when they have a need of you

Lucretius

So it is more useful to watch a man in times of peril, and in adversity to discern what kind of man he is; for then at last words of truth are drawn from the depths of his heart, and the mask is torn off, reality remains.

20th

the shadow over clouds the moment
and there she was over thinking
this time the rainbow cant defeat the clouds
its just too thick and dark
but the rainbow tries to fight it





sana hindi lahat ng special holiday ganito sana huminto din ang ganito.

A TEST

May 100 ka?

and almost everybody answers "wala eh" or nods their head off

what if the one asking the question doesn't have anything to add up to that thought?
there isn't always an implication concealed beneath a what might be a truly honest remark/question
;)

better to play it safe. don't always jump into conclusion 

there are lots of things that I would have done differently in the past but then again what is the present without those regrets? what would the future be if it lacks the challenge of getting back at those stuff and doing it all over again DIFFERENTLY.

bottles poppin
candle blowing
before I know it
my teenage years are down the drain :/

yung kantang yan!

haha ang sweet lang pakinggan kaya sanamarinig ko na ng buo :(

Every new beginning comes from some other beginnings' end.

so yeah just a few hours before New Year I was taking a bath while trying to rehearse how I will shout Happy New Year by midnight and the truth is no matter how hard I tried to look myself in the eye and wish myself a happy new year I just cant do it. I just can't after all "nostalgic" is my middle name.
I just cannot believe on where this train ride is taking me its just really how I reacted to things became the most unexpected part for me. I didn't know it was gonna be destructive of my emotions.
But hey a brand new year is Gods way of showing his love for me right? So damn right will I use this year to focus on myself, something that I've hardly done last year. This year I promise to focus more on me and not on others' huge ass problems that doesn't really have to be mainstream on my part o sa madaling salita hindi ko na pproblemahin ang problema ng iba. Because Gahd was I truly stressed out!
My new year will be about rebuilding what was lost and empowering/improving the gains. It'll be about healthy choices emotionally, physically, psychologically and whatever else.
It'll be for myself. I, after all isn't getting any younger. bloody damn right birthmonth :/



for now I'll continue to peg my way through and breath. Just breath.





if only I could truly not care. the problem is there's the "if" in the equation and I really can't cross multiply/divide by both sides/transpose it to make it disappear. No. That wouldn't be realistic now would it? :P

Christmas Lights

If this isn't the sound of my heart breaking then I dont know what this is I'm feeling

wheels

Foo Fighters-Wheels
I know what you're thinkin'We were goin' downI can feel the sinkin'But then I came around
And everyone I've loved beforeFlashed before my eyesAnd nothin' mattered anymoreI looked into the sky
Well I wanted something better manI wished for something newAnd I wanted something beautifulAnd wish for something trueBeen lookin' for a reason manSomething to lose
When the wheels come down (When the wheels come down)When the wheels touch ground (When the wheels touch ground)And you feel like it's all overThere's another round for youWhen the wheels come down (When the wheels come down)
Know your head is spinnin'Broken hearts will mend[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/wheels-lyrics-foo-fighters.html ]This is our beginningComin to an end
Well, you wanted something better manYou wished for something newWell, you wanted something beautifulWished for something trueBeen lookin for a reason manSomething to lose
When the wheels come down (When the wheels come down)When the wheels touch ground (When the wheels touch ground)And you feel like it's all overThere's another round for youWhen the wheels come down (When the wheels come down)

When the wheels come down (When the wheels come down)When the wheels touch ground (When the wheels touch ground)And you feel like it's all overThere's another round for youWhen the wheels come down (When the wheels come down)
When the wheels come down (When the wheels come down)When the wheels touch ground (When the wheels touch ground)And you feel like it's all overThere's another round for youWhen the wheels come down (When the wheels come down)


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