c'est la vie

While We Are Apart I Will Hold You In My Heart
and Never Let You Go

Distance may separate us,
But my heart will never let you go, 
For I carry a part of you
With me always
It keeps me going through the day 
It brings a smile to my face 
And tears to my eyes
It is a part of my dreams 
That I live for and cherish 
That part is my wish, my only one, 
To see you again soon
I know that wish will someday come true, 
But for now I will hold in my heart 
The memory of you 
And never let you go 

Author Unknown

eh?

all facts keeps resonating unto one huge assumption and boom an explosion of truth!

what now?

its always tough to answer the question where do I go from here but what makes it even more challenging is going for the right decision but painful outcome or choosing the wrong feeling one and be selfish by doing so but it's dreadful when you haven't got a clue

too emotional

where do you go to when everything's blocking you
what do you when you feel helpless
is it too wrong to let loose the water works
and how do you cope up when you're consistently being beaten down
you get a pen and paper
let loose the water works and be inspired!

alone from the world

Title: Goo Goo Dolls - I'm Still Here 

I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment
That's held in your arms

And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want me to be

And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man
You can't take me
And throw me away

And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own
They don't know me
Cause I'm not here

Chorus:
And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change?
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
Cause I'm not here

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted I could be
Now you know me
And I'm not afraid

And I want to tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am

Chorus

They can't tell me who to be
Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleepin while I keep on dreaming for me
And their words are just whispers and lies thatI'll never believe

Chorus

I'm the one now
Cause I'm still here
I'm the one 
Cause I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here 




ang tagal ko marealize kung bakit gustong gusto ko 'tong kanta na 'to. nkakainis and by nakakainis you know what I mean.

you cant blame me

no you can't blame me for acting like you cant touch me for being so fly for inhibiting myself no you cant blame me. This is me coping up and you cant say that I'm wrong no you cant blame me. nuf said

hurt. confused. crap!

Its hard to argue with a person you really don't wanna fight with because you love that person too much especially when you argue about something/someone that you also value a lot. And what sucks the most is when the root of all this is just a misconception and an airy plight.

Parental Authority in the Philippines is something that is valued a lot and very hard to break in our culture. So much that sometimes proving a point means disrespecting their verdict but what if the point you're trying to point is really with reason and they wouldn't accept that. would you as a child will just be mum about it?? What about fairness and respect? what of  listening and accepting defeat? It sucks that standing my ground will result to this. It ain't fair. and its very sad

repost

“I want you to get swept away. I want you to levitate. I want you to sing with rapture and dance like a dervish. Be deliriously happy, or at least leave yourself open to be. I know it’s a cornball thing, but love is passion. Obsession. Someone you can’t live without. I say fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who will love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Well, you forget your head and listen to your heart. I’m not hearing any heart. Because, the truth is, honey, there’s no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love…well, you haven’t lived a life at all. But you have to try. Because, if you haven’t tried, then you haven’t lived. 

Stay open. Who knows? Lightning could strike.”

- William Parrish, Meet Joe Black

8 letter word

See I'm at this point where I actually don't know what I'm doing and don't know why I'm feeling what I'm feeling. Plus I’m tired of sweating through my eyes before bed time, it becoming a routine, is actually really tiring & becomes depressing even more not to mention boring. All I know is that I should get past this, fight it and triumph over this stage. I am lost even for words right now you cannot even comprehend what I'm trying to tell you or maybe because I am really not trying to do so. All I know is that the best adjective for this starts with the letter L and ends with an E, It’s an 8 letter word oh what could it be?

If only anyone could see right through (;

Me dancing to  Tiesto yeah yeah yeah
Me (to Rihanna): ano gusto mo sayawin natin?
(eager and innocent looking)Rihanna: A B C D E ako!

:(( tay na! =)))))

ahahaha IDK how this got into my head!

Paris

so yeah Am gonna create a website about Paris or should I do Versailles instead? Any tips on that?

:/

move out


move out

move out

move out

run away
take me away
...

"It's like screaming, and no one can hear.

You almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important.

That without them you feel like nothing.

No one will ever understand how much it hurts.

You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you.

And when it's over, and it's gone,

You almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back,

So that you could have the good."

We Found Love by Rihanna

Oh this has gotta be the good life 

This has gotta be the good life 

This could really be a good life, good life 

Good Life by One Republic

Nice song to sing and mean it.

haha sem break

so yeah have had a couple weeks off of school and really I am glad to have had this break. Sad part is I wasn't able to do much or go to more places than I have but I am ok with it none the less.

Highlights:

.1 Went to Laguna with friends, had a good swim, slide and just spend  fun fun time together then slept off at one of m best friend's house with another one of my best friends.
  --- unforgettable moment/s:
    1.1 Zip line kahit over the wave pool lang
     1.2 Makasakay ang isang nakakatakot na mama sa jeep! darn it
      1.3 Makpasok sa room ni AJ

.2 Nagbantay ng tindahan. 'nuff said

.3 Finished the book: A Clash of Kings by George R. R. Martin

  --- unforgettable moment/s:

     3.1 Arya's adventures

      3.2 Si Sansa kawawa :(

       3.3 I still heart Jon kahit medyo booring na ang buhay niya

.4 Dinner date with Norie. Sobrang saya to catch up with one of my oldest best friends :) too many stories too little time + I managed to fill up my wishlist for Christmas because of that day :)

.5 Refresh my knowledge regarding Geography

.6 Watch A Crazy Little Thing Called Love and fell in love with the story but not with Nam's underarm I'm sorry

.7 Most favorite amongst this list went home and visit my lola who suffered minor stroke also rekindle with my old couch haha! ang sarap sa baguio ang sarap tumambay sa terrace and look out unto the mountains and the pine trees and listen to the rustling bamboo grass leaves surfing through the air (kasi nga mahangin na maulan pa). hang out with my tita who went home from the U.S. and also hanging out with my youngest cousin is always a joy

FAILED TO DO LIST:
--jog with Mousy and Lovey
--enjoy with freinds at EK
--meet Ver and Jaz
--hang out and view the sunset by the bay
--movie marathon



So yeah back to school on Tuesday :-(
Maikli lang ang buhay you'll never know when your physical body shall leave earth kaya dapat sulitin. As much as possible I tell myself to treat things lightly and not smug around (as much as I can).
Next sem break OJT na so put tounge nuh talaga NOT TO MENTION THESIS :/ darn it
dbale kaya niyo yan dahil kaya ko rin ito

ONE BIG LOVE?

CAN'T HELP BUT SAY: SANA AKO NALANG WHENEVER I SEE THEIR PICTURE TOGETHER :/ 

BUT WHY?

aliw :)

blaaah

again a nice title is it not?

Am tired of this emotional roller coaster of a ride that I've been on for quite some time now. The problem is that I think too much yet I cant help it and it only gets worse: another load is added to what I already am carrying.
Sometimes I tell myself that I shan't be carrying this, I shan't be thinking too much especially when it's not even mine too carry BUT I can't help it. I can't help but worry, I can't help but care, I can't help but hope and things are not helping me not to be disappointed. I keep telling myself: don't I worry because as they say its only gets worse before it gets better and this thing will not stay forever we are bound for change, nothings lasts forever and this too shall pass and those are the words that hold on to and God as my strength.

كله ماشي‎, and I too shall

THIS TOO SHALL PASS AND I TOO SHALL BREAK FREE

sadness.

there are loads of stuff I do not understand. loads of stuff that I wish you would have done. loads of stuff I have dreamed of for you. loads of wishes that went past it time. dreams that vanquished and things that would probably forever be a mystery.
there are loads of things I wish I understand so I know where to push.
things that could have undone my being sad.

bigger than my body

Why is it not my time?
What is there more to learn?
Shed this skin I've been tripping in
Never to quite return

AFLOAT

Everyday I get this feeling of emptiness and unease as if something is missing. As I rummage through my stuff I saw a ferry ticket to a ship that has sailed a week ago. As it dawned on me panicked strike me which rapidly progress into beset that produced tears. In that ship was someone too dear and it had left me. It had left me and I cannot understand why.

so near yet so far

Dear Friend,

                I love you a lot. Why can we not joke around each other anymore? I miss that and all the fun things that used to be fun for you and me. Where is it? Where are you? I hope to see you soon I hope that you could talk to me more like you used to do a lot before. What happened? I MISS YOU more than anything right now. I miss you a ton larger than life. Let’s bring it back please. 

"love you. Mean it"-- Ian Somerhalder

I got a few qualms about those words lately or for a long time rather I just haven't gotten it out yet so here goes

I  was very surprised when Ian Somerhalder twitted that and very pleased. I got inspired by his words to create this post though I am not entirely sure what the context of his words are. 

Saying love you! I Love you , has sadly become a cliche. Its been used to the point that  the essence is no longer there like its not that special to hear it anymore. I'm not saying that its like that all the time but I see it everywhere: on many posts on the net, on text messages, on tweets etc. and people please!! mean what you say.

Many nowadays are confusing

infatuation with love

Admiration with love 

kilig with love 

of course people gives many different meaning to this and so I encourage you to ask yourself: what really is love to me? Is it a feeling of security? A feeling of uplift, like being floated into the sky, what is it truly?

Do you say " I love you" because you feel like doing so because you're happy at the moment? or do you say "I love you" because that person did something really heart warming?

I believe that saying I love you is sacred and we ought to use it with respect otherwise it'll be meaningless 

pamana

THIS!!!

  ANG GANDA TALAGA KAYA IPAPARINIG KO ANG PIECE NA ITO SA MAGIGING APO KO

:)

>)

:)

sadness when kept alone by you
knows a place where to hide

it is like an arid soil at noon
when temperatures are high
and then an unexpected rain
falls

what you see is this quick
rising of hot air
to the sky

and then the sun smiles at you
as though nothing happened.RZB

hihihi

natatawa nalang ako sa sarili ko un lang.

irog

Maraming pangamba

Ako'y nagtataka

Ako'y nagiisip

at umaasa pa

Kakaunti ang nakakakita

Marami ang may alam

hindi mo ba nadarama?

tila wala na nga

Alam mo ang alam mo

Alam ko ang alam ko

Ayaw ipilit

nagkanyakanya isip

Patuloy ang pagtataka

Ako pa ri'y nangangamba

Baka tuluyan nang mawala 

at isuko ka sinta

Sa panibagong mong sinta

Kayo nawa'y magtagal

Respeto ang kanlungan

Itrato ka ng marangal

Hindi ko makaklimutan (kailanman)

Ating nakaraan

Iyong mga ngiti

At halik na kay tagal

Salamat sinta

salamat talaga

Ika'y aking mahal

Bumalik ka awa na

Disclaimer
* All poems are written my yours truly unless stated otherwise so please don't copy or at least recognize me*

Today is emotionally draining yet very fulfilling. Today I've managed to outgrow my weariness that's been surrounding me for quite sometime now over some reasons that I do not wish to disclose here.
All I've been trying to say is that its happy to reconnect with an organ that's been damaged and repaired for without it you would be incomplete :)

:/not a happy post

i just hate hate hate the green monster in me and I wouldn't even mention what this is about so not to remind myself how panget my ugali is.

for i was too hopefool

shocks reveals themseleves when they have to
when they have to teach you a lesson
to learn a thing or two


this setback is a timeout
and i thought i had a friend in you
how this set back sets me back 
is trully a shock
that I dont know you (like I thought I do)
and the person you want to see in me is different too


it erupted a firework of emotions
channeling your skeleton emotion to this circular motion
of smiling but not forgiving
of hearing but not listening


it churns my insides & maybe it does yours 
and we cant do a thing or two
and we cant do a thing or two
because we stand firm with what we want
& refuse to buckle from the stand


and yes through this I am saying good bye because I can
because I can lie that I can

she laughs at her remorse

pity girl
she laughs at her self for being too controlling that she loses control of herself
she laughs at her self for wanting what she thinks is the best for others when she gets disappointments instead
she laughs at her self for running from sadness only to find out that her foot is chained to it
she laughs at her self for crying hard for help to the world when only a handful hears her
she laughs at her self for carrying a bag of someone else's potatoes in her shoulders
she laughs at her self for embracing sadness as if its her own
she laughs at her self for flashing a smile to others but herself
she laughs at her self while wiping her wet cheeks from tears of happiness
   leaked as her tear ducts betray her laughing face

i the same

“There were days when she was unhappy, she did not know why —when it did not seem worthwhile to be glad or sorry, to be alive or dead; when life appeared to her like a grotesque pandemonium and humanity like worms struggling blindly toward inevitable annihilation.”

—	Kate Chopin, The Awakening.

blah blah blahm

having one of my nauseous and nostalgic and sad moment again it just surprises me 

SING-SONG

Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in backround of the morgue
The unsespecting victim of darkness in the valley

moments

It is in this tender, melancholic and ridiculous nostalgia that I know something inside me is still broken.

nakaka addict 'to nakakainis

ok ok sige kinikilig ako!

what lasts 4ever?

I feel like a part of me is falling a part and I hate seeing it crumble before my eyes. I feel like yes there is something I could do but I feel like its not enough and its' too bold of a move/decision to make; that it would only bring agony to the situation. That if I move I would only shatter and weakened their will to stand up and damage their pace on the process. Growth is essential for a person: it leads her to where she should be and helps her determine her purpose in life. I feel like every body has to do that every'all should grow up and leave behind the child that we once were. 

nobody wants to break (the silence)

nobody wants to buckle down (their pride)

a whirlpool of emotions (is a silent killer)
being dragged to all four directions (it brings torment)

I hope were all in a circle

Oh secrets, prejudice they truly kill. 

like pride and too much love

haha just found out the meaning of my entire name

Maureen: “Great”(Celtic), “Uncertain, maybe bitter” (Gaelic), “star of the sea” 

Miranda: “worthy of admiration” (Latin)

Rimando: “return” (Italian) riming, rhyming (English)

HOW DO I CHANGE THE WORLD?

HOW DO I CHANGE THE WORLD a question I've been asking my self after reader a blog that somewhat made me question my contribution to society. what is it that I could tangibly do to help the sinking Philippines???

y I smile

I love my friends because they love me though I'm unfathomable, listens and reacts genuinely to my often whimsical or sometimes shallow remarks and whine about my zit (just for today) and they even let me brag about how many followers I've got on Tumblr that and gazillion reasons more that makes them the best in the world!

sing-song

I wonder through fiction then look for the truth buried beneath all the lies....

On the final episode of Lizzie McGuire tv series:

Gordo wrote on Lizzie's year book: "Dear, Lizzie You rock! Dont ever change. And only I  really mean it." 


Lizzie: "Oh My God!" (then flashbacks of their journey through jr. high starts to                                     come back)

      I just love their story a friendship that bloomed into something special :) This is the type of story that I dream of having :(

i love this a lot!!!!!!!

Not Really Alone

© Cathy K. Wilmot

Sitting on the windowsill
staring out, into the stars
letting all dreams pass me by
breath by breath
I dream on

dreams of the future,
memories of the past
Sitting here and dreaming
in an unbreakable trance

Blocking the world from my heart
staying locked in my room
loneliness starts to creep in
My wish to be alone is finally come true
but now I’m bored what to do?

loosing hope in all humanity
loosing hope ill ever come back
I enter into the endless times of dreams

but now I’m stuck I cant get out
wishing to break free
trying to find a way back
to reality

I wished to be alone
and alone I have to conquer
no one can save me
now as I had wished for
all is up to me

I sit by the corner trying to think
but instead come tears
wishing for a second chance
but in the moment of my despair
came a hand of aide

I look up to see a smiling face
of hope so lost, and nothing to hang on to
I grab the hand and let it lift me up
in the moment
with the touch of his hand
it was God's smiling face and touch
that made me smile

for God is always there
always by my side
I pushed him far away
but instead he just stood there
waiting for me to ask for help
to admit my defeat
he was the one who got me back on my feat

He never really left me
even though I try to block him and the world out
a friend would've left me
respect my privacy
but a best friend would stay
and never leave
they truly love and when despair comes
won't let you have it your way.

Source: Not Really Alone- Family Poems, Alone Poems http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/sad/poetry.asp?poem=17620#ixzz1UAAtD6Jd 
Family Friend Poems 

blue

because sometimes I feel like nobody truly gets it

Alone

© Joanna

House full of people but still alone
You feel the love from your family
but still alone...Here I sit wondering
where I went wrong, The pain of being alone 
is the hardest..Wanting it to end asking yourself
if it ever will...Thinking only I can change the things 
I hate in my life, but how can you change something
that is always the same..you wake-up day in and day out
doing and moving the same no day different then the
next. Waking up and falling asleep alone...

Source: Alone, Alone Poems and Stories http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/sad/poetry.asp?poem=25082#ixzz1UA9AiqWM 
Family Friend Poems 

My World

© Cara Jayde Mackellar

Love. Is that what I crave?
If it is, then why can't I find it?
Hate. Does that mean anger?
If it does, then why do I feel hollow?
Pain. Does that mean suffering?
If it does, then why does it feel comforting?
Memories. Are they not images of the past?
If they are, why is there only shadows?
Smiles. Does that mean happiness?
If it does, then why does it hurt?
Life. What does it mean?
Should it mean any of these things?
If it doesn't, then why are they there?

Source: My World, Alone Poems http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/sad/poetry.asp?poem=19234#ixzz1UA8hgfuk 
Family Friend Poems 

SKINS you fvcking twat! you're addictive as a spliff!

I cannot start re-watching Skins basically because its my Midterm Exams and its NOT possible for me NOT TO create GIF’s of my favorite scenes and of course once you pop you cant stop :/

just be & believe

time and time again I find myself staring out at other people's pages: particularly their photos wherein I learn about their personality what they like, how they dress or what they do, where they've gone to. And I always find myself comparing my achievements what I can do, what i should have done, what I could have done or what could have happened if I was only born in those situation, this privilege and I sort of envy them or maybe I really do envy them. I feel like where I am how I am is lesser than what they have. I always feel  like I could have done more but its like my vision always comes up short like I do not see clearly the opportunities that are in front of me and it passes me by then I asked myself where was I or why didn't I? I pride myself as someone who is not afraid of taking risks but do I truly deserve that title? or is laziness the only key antagonist in the situation? 
After all of it I tell myself its useless You're you and they are their own. I tell myself: you create your own achievement, travel your own destinations, make your own projects and works of art, devour your own adventure,make your own mistakes,  fill your own pages and live your own life because after all everyone is unique and everyone has their pros & cons, their strengths and weaknesses.


I don't have to say someday I wanna be like them instead I tell myself: I will be my own me. 

booze me up!

yeah every now and then a dose of alcohol in the system is all you need to forget even in a small span the sorrow that engulfs your mind and heart :/

FORZA FERRARI

MICHAEL SCHUMACHER

KIMI RAIKKONEN

          RUBENS BARRICHELLO 

FERNANDO ALONSO 

 I am very fond of a sport that is not very common here in my country. F1 is a motor racing sport that is packed full of action, drama and adrenaline rush. I don’t know how I have exactly convinced myself to follow the sport I have only found myself not missing one episode even if it is in the wee hours of the morn.  My passion for it is so immense that it has the ability to effect my emotions all too strongly. I however am guilty about not being so much engage in it like I was before. But maybe we could blame my age for that. I don’t even care that Michael Schumacher returned only to embarrass himself and lose his wisdom that I once thought he possessed which manifested when he announced his retirement way back in 2006

I may not be technical like most fans but I have my dad to explain things to me when they get far too complicated to analyze though I do try my best to help myself. God bless my poor un-analytical brain please J insert LOL here. If there’s one thing that I like most about my finding out about this sport is my discovery of myself. The sport helped me discover a part of my personality that I cannot see so well before and that is my loyalty. I didn’t know that I was too loyal to the extent that I myself cannot understand why I can’t let go. What I am basically talking about here is my team Ferrari. They have failed me over and over again and over again they cannot even achieve a podium finish but thankfully they did recently but that’s not the point. I guess sticking up with them has its pros too like making me feel how victory is so much sweeter that I literally jumped for joy when Fernando held that top podium place considering all the hardships that the team has been through and how I am hoping for another podium position on the next race.  

The sport has evolve so much and have grown to have bigger fan base around the world especially with new circuits being added here and there especially here in Asia. S. Korea, Abu Dhabi, Yas Marina, and the all too famous first ever F1 night race in the streets of Singapore and a circuit in India that will debut next season (2012) are those countries who’ve invested in the sport.  Our resources are of course infinite and I strongly believe that F1 will evolve along with the effects of climate change. I believe in the power of its engineers and how they can and will adapt to changes and challenges that time brings to us. I do believe in them because with all honestly this is truly how I view my Sundays to be as I aged more and more and more: to watch F1 and shout in front of the television. And hopefully the sport will last for my grandchildren to be able to watch it, with me. J

when I die

I do hope that people will come to remember me as someone who is kind when my time comes. I wanna be remembered as the kind person that I am. NOT  for my cussing, my swearing, my bitch fit, my complains, my bossiness, my naughtiness, my joy in taking photographs, my smile, my looks, my fatness, my voice, my thoughts well maybe a bit about my thoughts especially for the sharks and dolphins that's all.

incomprehensible kinetic roller coaster

Sometimes I bore myself to sleep that I ask for the sunshine to come buzzing me up
But in reality I crave for the treats from the rain showers to pierce open me up
So then I could finally breath a sigh of relief
So then I could breath


And then the cycle repeats




















everything is my own please dont copy

THE SORE LOSER IN ME|| my take on receiving ...

I am such a sore loser I hate being beaten when I know in myself that there's so much more I could have done and now I hate my deficiencies and what more I hate my insecurities :( 

my take on receiving this: 

what do I know?

so yeah I am now in third year college and as you all may know the education system here in the Philippines is quite different than how it is in other surrounding countries but I am not gonna talk about that I am just trying to tell u that things happen so fast here you jump from being a grader (1-6) then four or in some cases 5 years of high school then off to college. I brought myself to the course BS IT in a little school called St. Scholastica's College we are currently being fed into different variations of subjects particularly branches of Multimedia Arts when I was suppose to be doing programming but I have come to the realization that maybe I'll be happier here than programming I think I am happier figuring things like how to render or how to make this object move or keep it animated rather than figuring out what I did wrong with the flow of the program for it not to work. I think I'll be happier here figuring out how to survive here while I am slowly unraveling to myself that I like this path. This path wherein I first thought and have thought of as a child who dont know how to draw that I do not have a future here. Slowly learning that there is more to this that meets the eye and I'll never be perfect and never be good enough but at least I could improve. Or at least that's what I wanted to believe....

Peace

Grant me serenity within for the confusions around are mere reflections of whats within me...

Untitled

fvckd up! blah I just wanna get away

Signs by Bloc Party

Is my super kaduper x mega over times more is my favorite song by the Bloc Party as in I will never tire of it!
I first discover the song as well as the band on tv as I was watching the iTunes festival where in they sang helicopter and then this song. I don't know why it was able to touch me so deeply but it really did.
So yeah as I was watching iTunes festi I cam across this song and I wrote down the band but wasn't able to write down the title of the song I tried to commit it to my memory but as always as it has always done: it failed me. So then I went online to search about them only to find out that the tiny piece of paper I wrote in was gone and so after a long rancorous search battle on the internet I was able to find the band and the song only to find the piece of paper afterwards :/


and so after 86000 times of listening to it and trying to analyze it I've made a conclusion that song might have been caused by a death of a girl the writer loved so dear because of cancer I arrived to that conclusion because of this part of the song lyrics "In your life you were larger than this Statue-statuesque" I thought of cancer because it somewhat reminded me of the late Philippines President Cory Aquino and how her figure her face have turned into something small fragile and unrecognizable and it turns out I was so right. I was gushing about it too much that I tried to look for the song meaning of this song and there it confirms from their song "biko"  that she died of cancer. great I was yeah? just kiddin' and so I this girls' death surprised him or her illness maybe. "I believe in anything that brings you back home to me"  I think means he sees signs of her everywhere things that lets him relate to her. It happens to someone who have suffered a loss/ a love one and If you already have experienced that then I'm sure you could relate to it.


Here is the song lyrics:

Two ravens in the old oak tree and
One for you and one for me and
Bluebells in the late December
I see signs now all the time

The last time we slept together
There was something that was not there
You never wanted to alarm me
But I'm the one that's drowning now

I could sleep forever these days
Because in my dreams I see you again
But this time fleshed out, fuller faced
In your confirmation dress

It was so like you to visit me
To let me know you were ok
It was so like you to visit me
You always worried about someone else

At your funeral I was so upset
So upset, so upset
In your life you were larger than this
Statue-statuesque

I see signs now all the time
That you're not dead, you're sleeping
I believe in anything
That brings you back home to me

I see signs now all the time
That you're not dead, you're sleeping
I believe in anything
That brings you back home to me 

and I've later found out but didn't notice that they used this song for C&B in GG season 3 so yeah since I like them a lot it made me happier only I didn't like the version they used on GG. I still prefer the original :)




and an added bonus to all these is that they used xylophone on this track; one of my favorite musical instruments :)