Billy Joel - Vienna :)

Slow down

You crazy child

Your so ambitious for a juvenile

But then if youre so smart, then tell me why are you still so afraid

Wheres the fire? Whats the hurry about?

lovely song always knocks me off of my feet :D

boo yeah circa 2007

untitles
by MMR

maybe i give in too easily
blurt out my fear with no second thoughts
sometimes i edge my mind too far from reality
cleary a hard battte fought

irreplaceable standards thoughts and desires
forcing it up to shake the way you are
looking up for sparks that would start the fire
just feep reaching on to me a shining  star

disturbed and confuded with my own thoughts
sometimes not understanding the way i are
recklessly getting lost in my train of thoughts
i hope you're on the reciprocal by far

were getting closer now i feel it
our feeling endangered by our weakness
let's be careful not to fall for it
we dont wana be illed with love sickness

the simple things you do for me
contaminated with malice and unjustice
are the ones that will make me fall for thee
in the end i know will bring me anguish

I'm sorry

the word I'm sorry is not an escape button nor is it a delete button. It's not the instant coffee to a boiling water. there's so much more to consider before things could get better again.

today

by MMR

I wont hesitate to say I miss you, No, not today

because I didn't felt like it yesterday

I wont be ashame to shout about how much i love you

because tomorrow I may not feel the same

I wont regret cherishing you today 

for tomorrow may not be the same

if I shower you with tokens today accept it 

for I may change

and might forget how I do things yesterday

what matters is the now 

what matters is that i love you today

though hope is present

hoping is silly and unjust

its inevitable everything changes

nothing lasts forever

kileegs

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i am loved :)

kumpara sa sunod na dalawang 'to :)

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WANT.NEED

gusto ko 'to para sa akin :/ 

benchmarking my life

Graduation is just around the corner, unbelievably yes I am now at my young age of 21 and ready to step out of my 2nd home and explore all the possibilities the world has to offer. Well.. yeah I've been doing that since I've learned how to ride the mrt and since I've discovered how a huge help google maps could bring into my life however there is always some restraint on going too far or staying too long but now I guess I am free from that. I normally find me this nostalgic during March because it'll be another 2 months 'til I see my dear old Alma mater again but now is very very different from all the 8 years that I've been bidding my summer farewells to my school. I really can't get off this feeling of not wanting to graduate for some reason. I don't know maybe because I've been too attached (or not) or maybe because I've really been comfortable in St. Scho. I know almost all the nooks and crannies and the employees of the school (only by the face, some by name) I remember the first time I set foot on St. Scho to take my entrance exam, I was accompanied by a long time faculty member of the school and my mom hovering beside me, nagging how I'd love it there (hahaha I think she's a psychic though I refused to believe her back then). I remember being so reluctant about change, about leaving all m friends at PCS after growing up there. But as the years went by I've learned to love it there/here. Upon graduating High school--St. Scho Night School Program I've realized that there are loads of things that the school had really helped develop in me that maybe or most probably I wouldn't have learned in PCS, not that I'm bashing or anything but the culture between the two is just really different. St. Scho continues to mold me to be a better person and a better citizen of our country and I guess that's one of the many things that I'm dreading to lose when I leave. the friendship and connections I made here in St. Scho are the ones that I will treasure the most (aside from the countless funny memories) I sincerely hope that most of these connections will last a lifetime  :)


tbc :) 

what should we call this?

hmm hindi ko mapigilang hindi magselos kapag nakakakita ako ng mga litrato nung taong laging inaaya ko lumabas na lumabas kami pero lagi at lagi hindi siya tumutugon na kasama ang mga kaibigan niya na l

eeew 21?

seryosong nawala ang stress ko dito :)) the earliest/funniest bday greeting <3

ice cream tub

sa buong araw ngayon sobra yung stress na pinagdaanan ko simula alas dose palang ng umaga mabigat na sa loob yung nalaman ko, medyo hindi ako nakagawa ng thesis at script na dapat talaga gagawin ko at ipapakita ko sa isang adviser ko. pagdating ko ng eskwelahan at hanggang sa matapos yun medyo mabigat bigat na naman yung nalaman ko hindi masaya at all, natapik pa nun yung mga kaewanang issue ko dito sa bahay. pagdating ko sa consultation time ang tagal tagal kong nagantay pero medyo parang nag-away lang kami nung kausap ko at hindi niya rin ako matulungan nor maintindihan so bale wala. medyo malaki laki ang inaasahan ko mula sa pagkkita na yun kaya grabe nalang yung disappointment ko.

umuwi akong pagod at malungkot. hindi ko alam paano na, nanuod ako ng tv wala walang comfort sa akin kahit nakaupo ako sa sala magisa just how I want it wala pa din sabi ko kailangan ko ata talaga ng yosi or ice cream, kaso inisip ko wala na ako mabibilhan ng yosi na brand ko sa ganuong oras nagbukas akong ref tapos biglang nakakita ako ng 1.5 liter ng ice cream tapos nilabas ko hinawakan ko tapos naiyak na ako sa tuwa or bakit ako naiyak hindi ko alam basta hindi ko mapigilan nakakainis lang. 

video of the week

OMG 2:34 PM NAAA anyway

since I've been addicted to electro/trance/house here's my video of the week :) enjoy!

sneak out!