you guys

Happy New Year!!

i look gaunt, almost haunted (missing from this picture are my pimples cured by the filter on this photo)

I cant see me

Reso#3

drink milk tea once a week only if possible once every two weeks. this will help reduce sugar intake and help reduce spending.

Reso#2

quit habitual smoking. after thesis I promise thyself and my occasional nanay who scolded me awhile ago, though I've thought of that resolution even before she scolded me. promise haha honest un.

Reso#1

I've used you as my security blanket for months and months now and I won't let  me abuse you ever again this 2013. This I promise, though you don't know that it's you, I'm sure that you'll be able to read this. I promise never again. 

Christmas memories...

Earlier as my dad and I were walking home from Misa de Gallo, he told me a tale of how things were back then for him.

Christmas Season

this really is just some random blabber over something that's related to Christmas, don't expect coherency I am tired. :p like that's an excuse but hey it's my whining blog right?

nostalgic

I posted this on my tumblr many months ago, nakakalungkot lang how things turned out for them

Skins season 4 Freddie and Effy

On their final dear moment together Effy wakes up on the hospital with Freddie 

Effy: I didn’t mean what I told you, I was so stupid…

Freddie: It’s alright were together we’ll be together

Effy: You deserve better

Freddie: It’s alright go to sleep

Effy: I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you

i miss you

woke up from a very bad dream again I wish none of you followers would go through my ordeal. I hate that my dream-catcher above my head just wont work or maybe I just need a bigger one.

color

I was just asked what my favorite color is and immediately I answered: RED! reason? I have no fcuking idea why HAHAHAHA

convers

after not seeing her for days

run

no matter how many times I told myself not to get my hopes up I always find my way slammed on the ground with bittering disappointments about runs that never happened. I am just upset at how it always

nothing beats convers like this!

siya: bukas o mamaya dapat meron na ok???
ako: meron ng ano?
siya: gana na tayo ( gumawa ng thesis ang tinutukoy niya)
ako: Hnd. Matutulog na ako. Inaantok ako eh
siya: sampalin kita
ako: hahaha hindi kasi ako nagbibiro nakakatamad gravee
siya: hindi din ako nagbibiro sasampalin kita =)))))))

sweet nothings

I remember she made me cry that day she revealed things that confirmed my speculations. She knew I was sad and she kept silent. She gave me a blueberry and classic danish from French Baker and it made me smile. 

gusto mo bang malungkot?

pwes pakinggan mo 'to

All my life

I've never known where you've been

There were holes in you

The kind that I could not mend

Inexorable facts connect our consciousness with this body that we know; and that not merely as a whole, but the parts of it are connected severally with parts of our brain-action.

me jejemony eow

hahaha I was saving up all my past blog post from my Multipy account (last chance today) and I encountered this and decided to answer it again for comparison HAHAHA let's see how much I've changed

motherly thoughts

When Jada Pinkett-Smith was asked why she let her daughter Willow shave her head, this is what she said: 
"This subject is old but I have never answered it in its entirety. And even with this post it will remain incomplete. 
The question why I would LET Willow cut her hair. First the LET must be challenged. This is a world where women, girls are constantly reminded that they don't belong to themselves; that their bodies are not their own, nor their power, or self determination. I made a promise to endow my little girl with the power to always know that her body, spirit, and her mind are HER domain. 
Willow cut her hair because her beauty, her value, her worth is not measured by the length of her hair. It's also a statement that claims that even little girls have the RIGHT to own themselves and should not be a slave to even their mother's deepest insecurities, hopes, and desires. Even little girls should not be a slave to the preconceived ideas of what a culture believes a little girl should be. More to come. Another day."

Day 5: morning sky & something green

morning sky

taken by moi at Baguio.November 2012

something green 

Pesto pasta with poop on top aka meat balls

disclaimer: both photographs are my own so don't you dare grab 'em or I kill you!

F1 2012 SEASON REVIEW

kakaibang feeling while watching this, hindi ko madescribe para akong kinikilabutan na ewan hindi ko maipaliwanag yung feeling I guess it's somewhat very close to passion and love or both or hindi ko maipaliwanag ahaha I LOVE F1. saka galing din ng gumawa or nagcompile nitong vid :D

recovery

I seriously wonder who wrote this: