TV SERIES

been addicted to this tv series about a Korean girl from the Jeoson era who dreams of providing for her family after her father died and the story unfolds... or maybe I'll tell you about it some other time when I'm not hella sleepy because it's not 1 am. I just wanted to show you some photos that's why I created this post. As in any tv series that got me hooked, that bubbly little jolog fan girl in me can't help but create snippets from the clips and turn in into a tiny winy story board ish photos that seems to be the trend nowadays and with a little help from my buddy PS here you go. something that makes me SMILE. better than shedding tears before sleep right?

"did you say it'll end once we leave this place? there's no such thing as the end because I'll just start it over again and again"-- Lee Sun Jun

Favorite Quotations

What I Am Is What I Am

"I have no doubt that I often speak of things which are better treated by the masters of the craft, and with more truth. This is simply a trial of my natural faculties, and not of my acquired ones. If anyone catches me in ignorance, he will score no triumph over me, since I can hardly be answerable to another for my reasonings, when I am not answerable for them to myself, and am never satisfied with them....These are my fancies, in which I make no attempt to convey information about things, only about myself. I may have some objective knowledge one day, or may perhaps have had it in the past when I happened to light on passages that explained things. But I have forgotten it all; for though I am a man of some reading, I am one who retains nothing."

-Montaigne

when the ship have sailed only a fool would go after it but sometimes its better to be a fool than to regret everything in the end because you never even tried -Jack Sparrow,

“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.” -Dr. Seuss

always put you're heart in everything you do, follow your heart-my dad :)

Great things are done by a series of small things brought together.
-Vincent Van Gogh

movie lines

"once cannot help what one feels. No one can be blamed for it.... For longing about someone you can't have, you get hurt and hurt another. Even so, because you can't forget that person you go through hell everyday."
--Geol Oh

DIALOGUE

KYS: I... will remember this moment for a very long time. In the far off future after we leave Sungkyunkwan, even though we may no longer be together any longer... Still, I shall remember.the concerns we had, the fears we felt, and our happy moments. and who was always together... all our roommates! then, I think that perhaps I can live as just a little better person. So will you remember?
One day, when you have to make a difficult decision like today, just once... that there was someone who trusted Lee Sun Joon more than himself.

LSJ: I dont want to. whenever it may be, stay by my side like now.watch me with your own two eyes whether I'm going the right road until the end.that way, I'll be able to remember today while looking at you.thats why kim yoon shik you have to continue to be by my side like this

melodies & words

People ask how it feels to live the kind of life others dream about

I tell them everybody gotta face their highs and their lows

And in my life there's a love I put aside, cause I was busy loving something else

So for every little thing you hold on to, you've got to let something else go

i'M IN LOVE

questions

I currently am trying to get a hold of the copy of the docu "Give Up Tomorrow" I'm very curios as to how the other side presents its' stand on the case. My curiosity got piqued when i saw the issue on the news about an apparent 'mistake' on conviction for the rape and murder of two sisters in Cebu. It happened way back... before I even had as to a clue to the world so yeah can't wait for my download to be over with so I could watch this and give my view on it.

Day 4: something Pink & Leaves

Day 3: happyness & woman

masarap pero mahirap

went to my old workplace where I interned during the summer as part of my school requirement and came across this sign posted beside the elevator for all the world (or at least the people in those bldg to see)  I happened to be in such a hurry to finish this as me and my bestfriend were almost the only ones left in the floor or our bldg that day not to mention the part where it's our last day of work and we've already extended extra hours to finish everything before we were even asked to do this job. Looking back now I'm glad I did extend my time and effort to finish this Travel People logo though it was halfheartedly done. The evidence shows upon how the land formation on the logo was like a jagged piece of glass placed there just to make it look like a continent, as my other friend mentioned earlier "halatang minadali lang" and I just cant help but laugh at how it ended up to be. all in all it was a good experience which created good and bad memories as well as lessons learned :D

things I learned (today)

1. it's better to shoot the wacky pic first in a group photos hoot
    reason: just to break the ice, loose people up, lose the uncomfy feeling people get in front of the   cam

2. you can manipulate the ac controls to make it function like an electric fan. no need to manually produce air for your bestfriends' skirt to appear like it's being swept by the wind.

3. helping other people (in posing etc) today made me really happy di alintana ang pagod :D

4. my mom was right: "huwag kang magexpect anak,masakit yun."
        waiting for a thank you is like waiting for a rain in a drought season. anticipation over appreciation from others should be nonexistent in my vocab, I shall now do my best-est to try and do things for others and not expect anything. yes. not even a message of thanks :O and yes...you know that's always what I only want.

water

never thought i'd be so much upset because of it. will never forget how I felt today.

letting go

I once had this very enriching experience from on of my jeepney rides to school were a small kid, about the age of 5, and his mom were talking about how school went for him yesterday... as the conversation lead on they arrived at the topic about the frightened kid having to say good bye to his Mama again for the morning. the very sad and worried boy eagerly let his Mama know how much he'll miss her so he really doesn't want her to leave him there his mother sensitively replied about how he'll hurt his teachers feelings by not letting his mum go and how he'll hurt his mum's feelings if he doesn't allow himself to be left alone in the classroom. the story concludes with the mom telling her son how much she loves her and that not to be scared to be left with teacher because she'll come fetch him from school afterwards anyway. the encounter was able to demonstrate to me how pure a young childs' love is, the sincerity and sensitivity that I hope he'll carry around even after ever after. joke. after he'd grown up to be a man. :D

hatred.

kapag naalala ko kung paano mo ako pinagbintangan, yang accusing tone mo naiinis ako. kapag nakikita ko yang mukha mo o pangalan mo sa feeds ko kumukulo talaga ang dugo ko and what's even worse I still am trying to protect you from the world to see who you really are. pero malas mo kasi hindi ka magaling magtago ng kung ano ka talaga. kaya siguro wala kang masyadong kaibigan hindi katulad ko. 

Lady Gaga-- Brown eyes

Where everything was everything but everything is over

Everything could be everything if only we were older

I guess it's just a silly song about you

And how I lost you and your brown eyes, brown eyes

Day 2: Smile and Childhood

duck na ballerina

kung anong tinaeng smile yan hindi ko alam talaga

Merry Christmas nails

this is my Christmas edition nail art, feel free to copy the design, or simply be inspired by it.
I used magic tape for borders as well as Sally Hansen 160 Cherry Red as well as Orly French Manicure Pink Nude and the two sparkly ones are also from Orly but I cannot remember the names.

Kesha--Die Young

I hear your heart beat to the beat of the drums

Oh what a shame that you came here with someone

So while you're here in my arms

Let's make the most of the night like we're gonna die young

TG

"Failures aren’t all that bad. They actually teach us to become better people, and sometimes, they even save you from becoming someone that you shouldn’t be. :)"

got it here 

current fave

The Naked and Famous- Girls like You

How would you cope it the world decided to make you suffer for all that you were?

How could you dance if no-one was watching

And you couldn't even care if they were?

What would you do if you couldn't even feel?

F1 is full of drama, comedy and action

"Yes Leave Me Alone I know what I'm doing" 
"Yes I know I'm the one doing all the work here"

-- Kimi Raikonnen 2012 Abu Dhabi GP

cards smokes and coffee

the last time I smoke was when I went out and bid my friend Ming good bye as well as shake of the stress of finals and synthesis as a ritual me and my classmates does every semester. haven't smoked since then and already it feels like eternity. right now I really really want a stick like I did yesterday and the day before that but I'm fighting all my might to go grab myself a box not because my friends told me not to, not because I'm concerned about my lungs but because I didn't want to be the person I vowed I never would be. I didn't wanna break the promise I bade myself. also I miss gambling gaaah use to do this every weekend some spectacularly stupid habit that I've managed to acquire thanks to my professor who never attends our classes. and Lastly I miss hanging out, drinking coffee with smokes and playing pusoy dos with my best friends :( I miss hanging out :( that is all