balancing act

I am trying to get a hold of everything but I grasp nothing sadly

sketches

did some sketches while doing nothing at the office the other day. it was actually my friend Angeline who started it and eventually got me hooked to sketch out people's eyes. I am very much excited to improve I cannot wait to be better. Next target would be the nose I really should practice drawing that a lot!

what do you think of the images above? post your comment/s bellow thanks :D

old but not old enough

may humigit kumulang tatlong taon na din tayong magkaibigan, nakita ko ang pagtanda mo, ang pagbabago mo at ang pagganda mo nawa'y sa pagdagdag ng panibagong taon na ipinagkaloob sayo ng panginoon ay patuloy kang maging inspirasyon sa amin at maging isang mabuting kaibigan at anak at kapatid at kasintahan. ang hiling ko para sayo ay mabuting kalusugan upang maipagpatuloy mo ang pagunlad mo sa buhay at sa akademya. mahal na mahal ka namin ng mga kaibigan mo. nawa'y matuwa ka sa mumunting handog ko para sa iyo. (naiwan yung iba sa opis hindi ko nasave sa hd yan nalang muna)

marami pa tayong lakad na hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa naisasakatuparan, marami pa tayong pangarap at mga mithiin na kailangan nating makamit upang mapatunayan natin ang ating mga sarili, patuloy akong tumatanaw sa mga pagkakataon at hamon na handang ibato sa atin ng tadhana. Kami ni kimbee ay nandito lamang sa iyong tabi upang maasahan. Maligayang kaarawan! mahal kita!

twilight

(click the image for a better view)


among the small things that I would definitely miss here in our office space when I leave a day from now is this:

i look forward to this almost everyday. 

i love seeing magnificent things unfold before my eyes :)

many of these photos were taken by me through my friends' phone so a notice before using the photos are demanded of

FML

ang hirap kapag crush mo...


tapos
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crush mo nalang



un nalang un

how I wonder what you are

there is a star hiding in the clouds
He looks out for her every night
the star luminous behind the shadows
heavenly, mellow, distant, afraid...

there is something others doesn't see
He looks out for her notorious beauty
beyond the twinkle is but glee
up high above all others

the secrecy of it all lies not in your mind
it is I, the master of me knows why
you cannot love me, I am not here
I am not the image you thought you see

there is no twinkle, there is no dust
your eyes deceives reality
you cannot know me, I am not here
time cannot be the key

and when the sun rises would there still be me?


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mmr 2012

oh but when? ....

sometimes it's nice to be adored by some, to hear from someone about something nice you've done or read a good conversation about you. At times like these that's what I crave someone or something to lift me up, to remind me of the better me.

I want her to come to me willingly, to bring me her joys and her sorrows and her lust. His mouth twisted in a bitter smile. Yes, and I want to be tall as Jaime and as strong as Ser Gregor the Mountain too, for all the bloody good it does.

:/

Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me.

 

 

so yes I accept defeat. I accept my  shortcomings :D

blah

I am currently in this trance where I think I'm busy doing something when I'm not & thinking that I am anywhere else but in this chair right now.

Day twenty five - Someone who fascinates you and why

It's not a who, it's a position/profession. I've always been fascinated with security guards. I find their job extremely laborious. Imagine standing up 8-12 hours a day because it's your job description to do so, to be aware at all times about your surrounding and  be ready for whatever dangerous scenarios at all times. Come holidays like Christmas times or what ever else when they ought to be with their family's there they are doing their job and what hurts the most with their ordeal is they don't get to be paid much. It's not at all easy in my opinion and for that reason they've really earned my respect. 

Day twenty four - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.

marami na akong na post na mga entry na tungkol sa mga paboritong kong pelikula at isa na itong palabas na ito sa mga paborito ko.

The King Speech

The movie is basically about a friend trying his best to help his friend who had a great responsibility to his countrymen. The movie speaks a lot about hope. It showed the value of trust, to people around you, to your family, and most especially trusting yourself and not letting doubts get in the way of success. It also begets the value of perseverance-- kung may tiyaga may nilaga. It is very inspiring and wonderful!

OT

it's becoming a trend actually... or at least a trend for us. in the hopes of pushing everything to an end sooner we go over time and over time means wasting time doing nothing and acting like you're doing something while looking stupid at pretending to be doing something when we're actually looking at blogs and reading books, yes online ebooks to burn hours. what used to be a few minutes in advanced placed unto the time sheet turned into a full bitch on hour extension on the time sheet. The old me would have been extremely guilty spending these hours trying to do something, however given the circumstances we were placed in guilt isn't really of the essence,. practicality  is on full high. you do what you can do to get this over with. while no pictures are available yet (to be updated w/ a new one soon) I think you, my followers could make do with this picture for a while:

my internmates