c'est la vie

While We Are Apart I Will Hold You In My Heart
and Never Let You Go

Distance may separate us,
But my heart will never let you go, 
For I carry a part of you
With me always
It keeps me going through the day 
It brings a smile to my face 
And tears to my eyes
It is a part of my dreams 
That I live for and cherish 
That part is my wish, my only one, 
To see you again soon
I know that wish will someday come true, 
But for now I will hold in my heart 
The memory of you 
And never let you go 

Author Unknown

eh?

all facts keeps resonating unto one huge assumption and boom an explosion of truth!

what now?

its always tough to answer the question where do I go from here but what makes it even more challenging is going for the right decision but painful outcome or choosing the wrong feeling one and be selfish by doing so but it's dreadful when you haven't got a clue

too emotional

where do you go to when everything's blocking you
what do you when you feel helpless
is it too wrong to let loose the water works
and how do you cope up when you're consistently being beaten down
you get a pen and paper
let loose the water works and be inspired!

alone from the world

Title: Goo Goo Dolls - I'm Still Here 

I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment
That's held in your arms

And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want me to be

And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man
You can't take me
And throw me away

And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own
They don't know me
Cause I'm not here

Chorus:
And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change?
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
Cause I'm not here

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted I could be
Now you know me
And I'm not afraid

And I want to tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am

Chorus

They can't tell me who to be
Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleepin while I keep on dreaming for me
And their words are just whispers and lies thatI'll never believe

Chorus

I'm the one now
Cause I'm still here
I'm the one 
Cause I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here 




ang tagal ko marealize kung bakit gustong gusto ko 'tong kanta na 'to. nkakainis and by nakakainis you know what I mean.

you cant blame me

no you can't blame me for acting like you cant touch me for being so fly for inhibiting myself no you cant blame me. This is me coping up and you cant say that I'm wrong no you cant blame me. nuf said

hurt. confused. crap!

Its hard to argue with a person you really don't wanna fight with because you love that person too much especially when you argue about something/someone that you also value a lot. And what sucks the most is when the root of all this is just a misconception and an airy plight.

Parental Authority in the Philippines is something that is valued a lot and very hard to break in our culture. So much that sometimes proving a point means disrespecting their verdict but what if the point you're trying to point is really with reason and they wouldn't accept that. would you as a child will just be mum about it?? What about fairness and respect? what of  listening and accepting defeat? It sucks that standing my ground will result to this. It ain't fair. and its very sad

repost

“I want you to get swept away. I want you to levitate. I want you to sing with rapture and dance like a dervish. Be deliriously happy, or at least leave yourself open to be. I know it’s a cornball thing, but love is passion. Obsession. Someone you can’t live without. I say fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who will love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Well, you forget your head and listen to your heart. I’m not hearing any heart. Because, the truth is, honey, there’s no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love…well, you haven’t lived a life at all. But you have to try. Because, if you haven’t tried, then you haven’t lived. 

Stay open. Who knows? Lightning could strike.”

- William Parrish, Meet Joe Black