AFLOAT

Everyday I get this feeling of emptiness and unease as if something is missing. As I rummage through my stuff I saw a ferry ticket to a ship that has sailed a week ago. As it dawned on me panicked strike me which rapidly progress into beset that produced tears. In that ship was someone too dear and it had left me. It had left me and I cannot understand why.

so near yet so far

Dear Friend,

                I love you a lot. Why can we not joke around each other anymore? I miss that and all the fun things that used to be fun for you and me. Where is it? Where are you? I hope to see you soon I hope that you could talk to me more like you used to do a lot before. What happened? I MISS YOU more than anything right now. I miss you a ton larger than life. Let’s bring it back please. 

"love you. Mean it"-- Ian Somerhalder

I got a few qualms about those words lately or for a long time rather I just haven't gotten it out yet so here goes

I  was very surprised when Ian Somerhalder twitted that and very pleased. I got inspired by his words to create this post though I am not entirely sure what the context of his words are. 

Saying love you! I Love you , has sadly become a cliche. Its been used to the point that  the essence is no longer there like its not that special to hear it anymore. I'm not saying that its like that all the time but I see it everywhere: on many posts on the net, on text messages, on tweets etc. and people please!! mean what you say.

Many nowadays are confusing

infatuation with love

Admiration with love 

kilig with love 

of course people gives many different meaning to this and so I encourage you to ask yourself: what really is love to me? Is it a feeling of security? A feeling of uplift, like being floated into the sky, what is it truly?

Do you say " I love you" because you feel like doing so because you're happy at the moment? or do you say "I love you" because that person did something really heart warming?

I believe that saying I love you is sacred and we ought to use it with respect otherwise it'll be meaningless 

pamana

THIS!!!

  ANG GANDA TALAGA KAYA IPAPARINIG KO ANG PIECE NA ITO SA MAGIGING APO KO

:)

>)

:)

sadness when kept alone by you
knows a place where to hide

it is like an arid soil at noon
when temperatures are high
and then an unexpected rain
falls

what you see is this quick
rising of hot air
to the sky

and then the sun smiles at you
as though nothing happened.RZB

hihihi

natatawa nalang ako sa sarili ko un lang.

irog

Maraming pangamba

Ako'y nagtataka

Ako'y nagiisip

at umaasa pa

Kakaunti ang nakakakita

Marami ang may alam

hindi mo ba nadarama?

tila wala na nga

Alam mo ang alam mo

Alam ko ang alam ko

Ayaw ipilit

nagkanyakanya isip

Patuloy ang pagtataka

Ako pa ri'y nangangamba

Baka tuluyan nang mawala 

at isuko ka sinta

Sa panibagong mong sinta

Kayo nawa'y magtagal

Respeto ang kanlungan

Itrato ka ng marangal

Hindi ko makaklimutan (kailanman)

Ating nakaraan

Iyong mga ngiti

At halik na kay tagal

Salamat sinta

salamat talaga

Ika'y aking mahal

Bumalik ka awa na

Disclaimer
* All poems are written my yours truly unless stated otherwise so please don't copy or at least recognize me*

Today is emotionally draining yet very fulfilling. Today I've managed to outgrow my weariness that's been surrounding me for quite sometime now over some reasons that I do not wish to disclose here.
All I've been trying to say is that its happy to reconnect with an organ that's been damaged and repaired for without it you would be incomplete :)

:/not a happy post

i just hate hate hate the green monster in me and I wouldn't even mention what this is about so not to remind myself how panget my ugali is.

for i was too hopefool

shocks reveals themseleves when they have to
when they have to teach you a lesson
to learn a thing or two


this setback is a timeout
and i thought i had a friend in you
how this set back sets me back 
is trully a shock
that I dont know you (like I thought I do)
and the person you want to see in me is different too


it erupted a firework of emotions
channeling your skeleton emotion to this circular motion
of smiling but not forgiving
of hearing but not listening


it churns my insides & maybe it does yours 
and we cant do a thing or two
and we cant do a thing or two
because we stand firm with what we want
& refuse to buckle from the stand


and yes through this I am saying good bye because I can
because I can lie that I can

she laughs at her remorse

pity girl
she laughs at her self for being too controlling that she loses control of herself
she laughs at her self for wanting what she thinks is the best for others when she gets disappointments instead
she laughs at her self for running from sadness only to find out that her foot is chained to it
she laughs at her self for crying hard for help to the world when only a handful hears her
she laughs at her self for carrying a bag of someone else's potatoes in her shoulders
she laughs at her self for embracing sadness as if its her own
she laughs at her self for flashing a smile to others but herself
she laughs at her self while wiping her wet cheeks from tears of happiness
   leaked as her tear ducts betray her laughing face

i the same

“There were days when she was unhappy, she did not know why —when it did not seem worthwhile to be glad or sorry, to be alive or dead; when life appeared to her like a grotesque pandemonium and humanity like worms struggling blindly toward inevitable annihilation.”

—	Kate Chopin, The Awakening.